"RENDEZ-VOUS" WITH MY CREATIVE SELF
and a NEW "WORKING" SCHEDULE
TRANSFORMATION IN PROGRESS - as usual!
Bellingham,WA. US. across from Semiahmoo Bay, beyond,
The San Juan Islands in Puget Sound
Ever since I decided to change the focus of my interests, or career, to my artistic expression side - as all I do, has a huge creative component - I have been winging it, without finding a leveling point, a rhythm. Eureka! I found this week.
These past eight months have been rather arduous (agonizing?), although to the untrained observer, I was merely wasting time - as I am well aware of those that think/feel and have even expressed it very eloquently (aggressively), as they were trying to shame me... ('coz they are "respectable", hard working - nine to five - citizens... a-há!).
I am beginning to understand now the plight of the artist, and, as with everything else, this change also brought on "so called friends" losses and, some new ones into the fore - it already looks much, much brighter.
I also found that people in general react more comfortably, to the "Interpreter","Facilitator", than to the uuuoh, "Artist".
Who does she think she is?
Well, with my struggles and achievement and survival-s, I don't "think" who I am.
I am very exited that I have been able to feel comfortable in this - OK, only a few days old - routine. I am bursting out at the seams!