Sometimes life appears as "disjointed" as this otherwise delightful photo.
Full of contradictions...
Full of anxious passages.
Fleeting moments of joy and/or accomplishment
I almost stopped blogging because I felt short of time and pressed by an ever-changing life that I happily embrace, as it brings renewed hope and excitement to a life that otherwise would be in an "official and expected" state of "decline". lol
Well, maybe some parts are!
I followed a good blogger friend to facebook - what a lovely and at the same time irritating nut-house, also went on to twittering, and other writer and artist "circles".
Some were totally insane. How insatiable the human ego/spirit may be!
I found myself in a "competition" and stayed in that mode for a while, as I am establishing and promoting myself as an artist, finding it difficult to step back and focus on what it IS really import for me.
Odd. My own "terra logic" passage.
None of the incursions are/were as satisfying as blogging, where in time, friendships develop and become lasting emotional connections.
I have not forgotten any of my blogger friends, none. Although some have "departed" from our socialization - goodness know why!? - still, they will never be forgotten.
However it is time for a change, the bad side of this recognition is that I do not know quiet what the next step is, and if I find it - how clear will it be? How will I proceed and be both happy with my choice/needs and at the same time be courteous and caring with my friends?