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Monday, July 31, 2006

AFTER THE STORM........






12 comments:

Ashley said...

intrigueingly beautiful.... Your lucky to be living near water...

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

yeah... it is certainly is comforting to me

Ashley said...

Don't go balistic on me now...but i will tell you i have gotten better me and my friends have been working on my anger and it is getting better. If you would have known me a couple years back you could say that i was getting better... It just takes time and patience...... So bear with me. I confide myself within my circle of friends which has grown over the years... So don't freak on me... i am getting better.

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

I am not freakin' nor going ballistic on you.
I feel you need/must to talk with someone other than “your friends”

You are dealing with a mother ship of issues – like a lot of people do. It is far easier and healthier to seek adequate help.
While friends can be there to support you – by no means are they to “enlighten” you, particularly peers with agendas – no mater how sweet and nice they may are.

One needs room to grow as an individual - without “the posse”.

It is ultimately your decision as to how you live your life. But you state you are seeking truth and peace…
I think that one must access all the available help one can, particularly with the anger issue. Which, can cause YOU long-term physical damage – eventually.

Lastly, if I may… about your boyfriend, he may be a saint… BUT there isn’t a cell in your mind and/or body that likes or accepts him – or so you express in your utter contempt for all he is and stands for…
Why not release him to live his life, while you put together yours…?
It is not fair to him, NOR TO YOU to go on with this sad and debilitating pretence.

Just my “educated” opinion – based on what you expressed.

Hug
-.a.-

Ashley said...

thank you, and currently we are working on our relationship... I think the only reason i am in this relationship actually i don't know or remember... I know i love him but he just irritates the **** out of me. Tonight i talked to him and he was acting like a complete baby... that iritates me more than anything for some reason i can't seem to let him go and i don't know why... Thank you i think i will talk with my counselor when i get back to school about the path i should follow because i am not doing a very good job at the moment....

Ashley said...

I need to write a poem about how i feel... MY best friend is moving and i can't talk about it she don't want me to.. and it is riping at my heart....

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

You can certainly talk about "it" - without mentioning her name or indicating who she is... just your feelings about departure, loss, distance, changes...

Anne-Marie said...

Hi Angeldust,
Lovely pictures. I think living near water is one of life's blessings, don't you?

Cheers,
AM

Ashley said...

something like that... thank you angel and if i wasn't so pressed for time right now i would tell you but yea. see ya later

love

The Poet

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

Hey, Anne-Marie... you must be back in the pressure cooker!

Have you left Europe all in one piece?

Nice to have you back!

Vallypee said...

Hi Angeldust, Just came from your Word Rapture blog and have found this one now. Beautiful, stunning photos! How I'd love to live near the beach with those wonderful skies, and stretching sands. I don't know where the straits of Georgia are so will have to look it up. I'll also have to take time to scroll through your blog as your photos are truly wonderful.
Thanks
Val

Alicia M B Ballard StudioGaleria said...

Thank you vallyp!

I enjoy sharing the photos as much as taking them...

Strait of Georgia = Vancouver, British Columbia - Canadian west coast...
We got ourselves some nivce fiords too.

"see" you soon
-.a.-